She's gotta smile
that melts my soul
I can be angry
or upset
but the moment she flashes
those pearly whites
I go fallin' without a net
She makes me blush beat red
sometimes I get so red
that it brings a tear to my eye
The last time she paid me some attention
I got intimidated
from my heart gettin' broken
so many other times
I haven't ever asked her out
and you ask why?
'cause she wouldn't have me
can't you see?
she could do nothin'
but break my heart
and hurt me
I wish I could let the past die
it's the only thing that holds me back
it's the one thing that always
knocks me off track
I even got jealous
when she chose another guy
but how could I?
when I said nothin' at all
now I feel like I'm only
2 inches tall
I can't blame her
for leavin' me behind
I made her a promise
and kept it
it took me too much time
Some harmless flirtin' online
believe me
I hoped that she'd
read between the lines
when I said
I'd jump through firey circus hoops
just for a woman's attention
Let's be honest though
it's really her attention that I want
thought maybe she'd like mine too
then again probably not
Haven't talked to her
for a few days now
except for sayin' "hey" or "what's up?"
she just smiles
nods her head
and flies right on by me
just my luck
I probably went and screwed
things up
somehow, someway
I always come up short
I try to stay confident
but for most women
I'm always not the right guy
or even of the sort
I've become very quiet now
a lot of people
don't know why
It's 'cause my heart's breakin'
once again
as always
I already have the pain inside
So now
I no longer know what to say
or even where to begin
I now think
that I should just simply walk away
and let it come to an end
But I hope that one day
while I'm walkin' away
that she'll come runnin' to get me
and actually want to keep me
and want me to stay
This is My Dream
I now have it on display