with my life flashing in my eyes it makes no sense to me
I had slit the veins in hope to be
In hopes to bleed
In hopes to feed upon the dark to take the blood from myself instead of the innocent
To hurt myself instead of others i feel the hunger
I need to feed
But no innocent shall bleed for me not one strange
Not familiar no matter how bad it gets with Life and sife
I did my crimes i shall serve my time in such i bleed do others may heal
My guts i shall not spill
Others get the thrill of beating me down
And laughing at my frown
The habits of my past haunt me to day
The blade
The lines
The bowls
all the hits into whichi escaped
No matter watt if i could find love the key to happiness in the being some sweet hearti would grow and repair mine instead of healing
I would love the feeling of a good feeling
The need to be held the need to be loved not abused and shoved when my last drop falls and my immortality rises in pure evil the would will only see unable to be
Unable to stop me they shall all see the pain i took and the hell i gained from it has only made me stronger and that much colder