I need for a healing hug
I tried to get one just one
and I feel like trash every time
You said no
You wanted an us
but when I beg
I get denied
You want strong
but those words only hold me together
till I get to the end of the drive
and out of sight
then I fall apart
I kept waiting
for a baby come home
I need a hug
but it's never came
You tell me to be strong
Well I am but so strong
I get to the end of the road
and my strength falls
when I get to the drive and out of the car
I see a sight that sends me
right back to the car needing to
cry
I cry alone
with no one to wipe my tears
I cry alone with no one to sooth my fears
I pray for strength and
God shows
my worst fears
he showed me why I must be
and watt I musent
want
I see the hell I could be going through
and odd it seems it shows me surviving
to live through a future hell
a hell on earth
my worst nightmare
my deepest fear come to life I wake up screaming
begging for death
for him to take me
instead
only to realize
they are still alive
and I'm still alone
I just wish I could get one more hug
to heal my heart
before it gives out
signed a broken man