As the depth of sorrow grasps hold of the diminishing heart i carry around, i catch myself daydreaming of the way it used to be. The strength i once held is now that of a newborns, all i can do now is yell out, and shed tears. You are no longer there to comfort me though, so as i lay and shiver, each breath i take is in desperation to live in pain everlasting, i wonder how far does the rabbit hole go?