Scars slashed too deep to heal
Similar feeling of the thoughts I think of
Distracts my focus than I know it's real
Self-mutilating myself knowing that pain will go away
Turning the knife slitting my skin to spill blood
Forced to cry bearing as emotion break down from the pain
Cryptic cemetary knowing the visiblility I'm wanted
Hanging down my head in loneliness of where I'm meant to be
Hiding myself behind a wall for protection and self-healing
Shedding all emotions relieves me from the World that surrounds me
Quite unexplainable of this feeling, poetically re-worded
All I know is there impacting on me everyday
In deep thought I tremble and go insane if I may
Be the first evil to perish, express my scar
Allow the Gods and the Arch Angels find my place
Author's Notes/Comments:
Another Dark time in my life at one time, got a little Suicidal Thoughts too. So I vented onto paper.