sitting alone not able to think
not even once blink
with the razor in her hand
not knowing what to do
hoping the razor will come true
not wanting to do this forever
the razor moves towards her wrist
as if it knew what she had wished
in her head hoping she will be missed
when it hits her skin
she starts to pray to god for the sin
it starts at the top
goes to the bottom to a stop
the blood flows out like a faucet
looking for a way to stop it
not wanting to die any longer
the room becomes blurry
deaths coming in a hurry
she lays down on the tile
seeing her name on a death file
her body shuts down, No longer alive
all because she wanted to run and hide
away from her problem , to go up above
and get to finally see her mommy...and get her love