This day id have to say
is giving me so much pain
not able to go to your grave
is driving me crazy , As i walk this pave
without you lifes not the same
not able to be happy always ashamed
i have no clue why im still here
with all these tears
stuck in fears
even thought im with family & friends
im wishing my live would come to its ends
all i can do is think of you
day & night, im trying so hard to fight
please mommy help me be ok
so the days are no longer dark
and i can get rid of this mark