I want to fall IN love with him.
Because I love him, I really do.
But it's hard to give him my whole heart,
When part still belongs to you.
He's more than I could ever want,
Everything I never had.
He loves me, cares, is always there,
And listens when I'm sad.
I don't want to love you.
Or still like you like that at all.
But I guess it's true that you never forget,
The first guy for whom you fall.
And I shouldn't be hurt when I have him,
And I shouldn't wish that I was her.
I love him even if I'm not in love.
So why am I so hurt?
Why am I still dreaming of you?
I have him so why is it you I miss?
Why do I long to be back in your arms,
When I feel comfertable in his?
Why do I feel heartbroken
When he isn't going anywhere?
Why do I often long for you instead,
When he's the one who loves and cares?
I don't know why I still feel this way.
Even if I didn't have him, I'd never have you.
I can't say that I'm IN love with him,
When I don't know if it is true.
I took a trip away from home,
Shouldn't I be thinking of him, not you?
I love him, but I can't get over it.
No matter what I do.
I want to fall IN love with him.
Because I love him, I really do.
But it's hard to give him my whole heart,
When part still belongs to you.