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A Troubled Person
Suicide
I've been thinking bout it since 8th grade
Cutting
I've been doing it since 8th grade
Self abuse
I've been doing it since 8th grade
Why 8th grade?
everything started and happened in 8th grade
But why?
Why not later in life/
Why then?
All of that has screwed me up
My grades, my life,
My relationship with the one i thought I loved
Jose
What a bitch. an ass, a hoe
For 3 months I thought I loved him
And even now after those 3 months are over
Long over I'm still hurting inside
Hurting from lies and broken hearts
But I couldn't careless about you anymore
But who cares about you now
My life is going great now....
.....Or I thought it was...
I have great grades to get into that great college
I have great friends to lean on...or I thought I did...
They think I cut for attention, for fun
So when I die because of it...
...Remember it was just for attention -.-
But why would they care
I don't matter anymore I never did never will
They have their own stupid lives
They don't need to worry about a mentally ill "friend"
They think I'm just full of lies
And just want it for attention
Yeah like being bipolar is all for fun
Nope nothing serious about that
Just go one with your own little lives
Funny no one listens to me now
But when I'm dead they believe what I say
Well now its too late...
i used to cut a lot
and hurt myself, not for attention --- but because it felt better than sitting still... i understand what you are going through --- and will always be here to talk if you need someone to talk to --- don't ever feel alone, because we are not alone --- i know this to be a fact -- in spite of what others try to destroy in me, i am who i was created to be--- and i figured out that the enemy uses people around me to try and make me die... but i am alive for a good reason, and so are you
aww thank you so much:) ppl
aww thank you so much:)
ppl always thinks its for attention but really its because i an everyone else who cuts dont know what to do other than just sitting there an accepting the pain.so many ppl has told me i have a reason to live but so far everyone around me has only proved a reason for me to die all becuz of my stupid mistakes
your
mistakes define who you are as a person, and you have already been forgiven --- all you have to do is reach out and accept the forgiveness, know in your heart that you are forgiven and your life will change. my life has had many ups and downs... i was a drug addict for almost 15 years, and struggle with it EVERY day forward, but i walk in forgiveness now --- not so that i can do whatever i want, but more like a relationship! i walk in forgiveness because i LOVE GOD --- and he loves me, more than anyone on this planet ever has. He gives me a reason to wake up in the morning, to live the day, and to sleep at night --- and for that I love Him with all my heart mind and soul, and I also love all his children as I love myself, this includes you and anyone else that wants my friendship --- and even those who don't ... but people that don't want to be your friend, only act that way --- because they don't know how to love yet
thank you so much you are so
thank you so much you are so supportive
you have basically proven everyone else wrong including me....i thought God hated me becuz he stuck me in this place where ppl have treated so terribly where actually it is God who loves me and everyone else even if others dont
you are
a very intelligent girl, it takes most people a lifetime to figure out what you just did in a matter of seconds---
this is the truth straight from the mouth of our creator --- HE loves us, and we need to love one another..
even the bible says that Jesus came into the world NOT to condemn it, but to SAVE it!
how could God's love save us if we are to busy hating one another --- you have my love, as a sister in Christ --- i would gladly be your brother in Christ any day --- no matter where you are or what you are going through I am right here.
bcuz ppl dont take the time
bcuz ppl dont take the time to think about these kind of these while you an me think about this kind of stuff all the time. thank you an you have my support an love as a sister in the eyes of God too:)
Aww, honey! I'm here to
Aww, honey! I'm here to listen to you whenever you need it! And IF you die from cutting, I'll always remember you fondly, and keep your memory alive on here!
<3
hopefully i'll never die from
hopefully i'll never die from such a stupid mistake like cutting
an if i do thank u for remembering me its nicee to have a stranger for such a good friend ^-^
Ugh! Cutting is my one passionate hate
I hate the cause, I hate the idea I hate the numbness from blocking the pain and I despise cutting to feel something but only more pain, ugly scars to mark each delusional hour making the cycle repeat... Thighs and arms... The truth is its about rebellion. It's a lack of control, there are so many reasons for it to start and so hard to stop. Don't be offended there is a way out. It's purely the idea of choice to deal with it another day. Not to get sucked and to listen with logic. And whats more, don't fall for the devils trick, kick him out don't let him win. I agree getting help is the first step to a better life! Hugs SS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
yea i knw starting to cut was
yea i knw starting to cut was the worst thing i can ever choice to ever do. tryin to stop rite now is the only thing i can do with the support of pple close to me. pple who cut dont have enough control of themselves an resort to violence an cutting an thats the part of the problem now:(
Good to hear youre trying
To stop! It will lead t o much worse, gotta love yourself more baby doll ;)
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
oh yes i am tryin im still
oh yes i am tryin im still doin it but less an less every time..gettin better at controllin the urge to do it :)