SHE HURTS MY CONFIDENCE

Im going insane

Who am I 

theres an angel and a devil 

fighting inside my brain

Why has my self control dissipated

My emotions are mist

Why aren’t I fine

she punctured a hole in my confidence bubble and it is deflated

how has she made my mind a Twist

My thoughts only grow deeper with time

May I think its true love

How can one know

this love can do happy

this love can sorrow

Will I be better

Only tomorrow can show

my thoughts to destroy

Her time I enjoy

Why cant I let her be my main joy

Insecure I cant endure

Im scared

She holds too much power does she know what to do

she hasn’t no clue?

she makes me feel blue

how I love her is true

Her smile is warm

I love you

Ive never felt so dependent

My confidence has always been independent

But she now took control

i realize im so small

There is so much better

just right out there

I feel so low now that we are together

But why must I feel so

if She truly makes me happy

It just is my thoughts

Please keep it together

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Im not a poet, just getting shit off my mind

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