back into the darkness that had lead Me here

marijuana truly is a gateway drug, when mixed with emotion. just take a hit, and relax. watch the world in slow motion 
except for Beth who watched the news twenty four seven 
driving the rest of us into getting higher 
She had just finished an hour long tirade about saving the rainforests the civilian casualties in Honduras the environmental to the costs of war and all the lies spread through the media, etc, etc.
oh for christ's sake shut the fuck up Beth !
you shut up wise ass you're going to be just ass bad

what the fuck is that supposed to mean ?
look my friend you're nice enough in your crazy ways 
in fact on some rare day's you're even lovable 
we all here have had some damn good times with you
but you can ask anyone here there's a side of you that 
scares the hell out of us .love ya or not 
your ready to fight at any time , you don't know how to choose your fights ...you just fight and fight to win no matter the cost 
a true to the bone guerilla fighter and one of these nights you're going to get your best friend killed
cause He can't fight but he'll follow you anywhere ...

the worst thing about Beth is we all could agree with her.
sometimes I thought she might be psychic 
She is just so sanctimonious doing it 
Is there anything worse than someone who is accurate and grating, correct and constantly confrontational?
well fuck where do I have the right to talk about being confrontationalbut the longer I thought about it I knew she was right 

somewhere around 3 am I slipped out of bed gathered up my things 
grabbed My pack and headed for the door 
a voice from the bed said goodbye lover and you better grab that bottle of Jack as you go ,You're going to need a friend for a few nights to come 
and don't worry He'll understand when I tell Him 
that to will take some time

Then I was gone back into the darkness that had lead Me here

~ D Donner ~

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