The cold gray buildings are standing
where tree's should be
instead of a gentle breeze softly caressing My skin
a world of steel and concrete is closing in on me
in the shadows of the neon lights faces of temporary
lovers haunt the places I now roam alone
Seasons change and summer's gone along with what seems
another lifetime
the kinds of love I've known fade like dreams that never quite
made it past a wish
have the things I've done been right or am I wrong for
second guessing Myself
I guess I'll never completely know
maybe it's true
love is blind as a bat
or maybe when your lonely
you just don't care
I thought the cold would leave by summer but summer
never came
my quiet nights have been spent alone
drinking Myself to sleep more times than I care to admit
an still I can't ignore the feelings love should be more
than I've been led to believe
looking out my window into the darkness of the storm
listening to the rain
I hear it beating against the sidewalk as I try to drown
another night of pain
knowing in the gray of dawns first light all I'll see
is cold gray buildings where tree's should be
with steel and concrete closing in on me
~D Donner ~