Here in the darkness I sit alone wondering
where is that woman I so loved
while searching for reasons that I cannot fathomed
why do I love her still today.......
where is she now I wonder
does she like Me sleep alone
or has she been blessed with luck
an lay's intertwined in the arms
of one she loves
carrying scar's both outside an within
worn down by years of fighting the lost cause
seeing to much abuse and pain in the world
as I know it
words offer nothing more than sadness
for the love in my heart that burn's in vain
outside the frost-bitten windowpane it's the dawn of a new day
I curse Myself for feeling somehow that yesterdays embers
that lay among the frozen coals will somehow reignite
somehow they will once again burn
searching for reasons that still
I cannot fathomed
why do I love her still
~ D Donner ~