Oh what the Hell ............ Merry Christmas To All An To All A Good night

trapped somewhere between coming from and traveling to an elsewhere
for years now on christmas mornings 
I wake to the realization her side of the bed is still cold and empty 
the stocking is filled with the remnants of yesterdays
heartaches and tears 
in a box wrapped carefully hidden under the tree
is the scratching on raped paper
the charcoal words with raven wings romancing the mysteries found in loss and farewells...
left with the yearning of disappearing dreams and the distances
growing with each word 
the pain and the anger, the love that refuses to die 
emotions inside are sometimes too much for a person to hide
on the edge of the world, with no where to turn
I stare into the unknown
forever alone

Oh what the Hell ............
Merry Christmas To All 
An To All A Good night

~ D Donner ~

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 Well ain't that a twisted

 Well ain't that a twisted well wish? How the heckam.i supposed to enjoy Christmas when I'm reminded. Of all my bullshit. I guess it's time to let go for an hour or two? Its the only Way im afraid... blessings ss


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Merry Christmas

Practice: one corner of the mouth curl up, then the other. Do this daily until it happens by itself. It's  the beginning of merry :D

 

Just re-read and the ending made me smile - peace and health for all of us is my New Year's wish. ~s~