that is all I have left of you
it begins each night as one veiled shadow
followed by each an every memory marching
reminding me I was born to lose
I spent so much of my life fighting for
one lost cause or the other
till I no longer knew what I was fighting for
I wish I had said what I wanted to say
all I thought was I didn't want to lose
I didn't want to push you away
I was losing you either way