people they pry Into things
that are not theirs really to be prying into
I am not a bad person but then again
I don't think I could be called good either
I thank you for trying to help.
but you'll never really know how I feel
till you've been where I've been
the scars on my body are not yours to worry about
nor are the demons or turmoil in my head
I couldn’t force or make her stay cause I know
that she was unable
there isn’t much to say I know I was far from stable
I hope she never look's at me as regret
for with the time I spent with her I have no regrets
she was more than the words splashed across a piece
of paper that said I loved her
more than all the love songs I’ve ever heard
a feeling with a intensity that mere words will never describe
I refuse to let our story of love be in vain
I’ll always remember loving her hopelessly
you think I'm just slightly misguided a little misaligned
oh but you have no clue
I'm broken and shattered with nothing inside but a belief
and hope that love will someday once again save Me
I was caught blowing wishes into the clouds as the storm
rage out controlled
you called Me crazy
I feel I am cursed for loving some one
I always dreamed of being her hero holding up the skies
but I'm doomed by the pale white horse he rides
I gazed across the canyon walls as a river of teardrops rush over
a million rain drops disappeared into the mist only to rise and become tears again
are things as they seem or does the rape of my soul begin to hinder
what I thought I once knew
I know the jury is still out but am I crazy
for loving someone with a passion that refuses to die
My cries of love echo through space but are never heard
but freedom and love never come easy
crazy or not I'll fight for both till I die
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~ D Donner ~