you think that i dont notice?
you think that i dont see?
all of the horrible things,
that you have repeatedly done to me?
you think i dont remember?
you think i can't recall?
all the atrocities,
you did to us all?
me and my brothers grew up with this.
we know what it's like to hurt.
you never even knew them or me,
you never knew our worth.
now you stand there smiling,
so happy and so proud.
thinking that i am listening
just because you're yelling loud.
at my brother's graduation
you sat there in the stands
among the happy parents
and the clapping hands
you smiled along with them
and applauded too
you weren't here to watch him
as he matured and grew
you dont even know how old i am
and i dont think you even care
you weren't there to comfort me
and hold me when i was scared
you weren't there for me
when my first boyfriend went away
you weren't there
on my first prom day
and now it's my turn to graduate
and i know you'll show
but just like with my brother
you didn't see me mature and grow