To my friend... i love you... i'm so sorry

I never knew someone could be so cruel

Or that a heart could break more than once

That your whole life could change in a matter of seconds

Never thought that it could happen to me

But you proved me wrong

One of the only people I ever trusted

One of the only people I ever loved this much

I thought nothing could ever change between us

After all, we were best friends; we were sisters

But you proved me wrong

You’ve always taught me lessons

From the first day that we met

Taught me the importance of being there for someone

Taught me how to believe in myself

Taught me that someone who’s had it hard

Can still achieve so much and overcome the odds

And though I can’t tell you this

You’ll always have a piece of my heart

There will always be a spot that me

And that no one else can fill

Maybe I should have woken up sooner

And seen how wrong I was

I should have seen how blind I was

But it’s too late now

In so many ways, you proved me wrong

It haunts me so badly

I can almost feel you next to me

Screaming at me “I told you so!”

Everything reminds me of you

Everything reminds me of us

I can’t expect you to forgive me though

Because I could never forgive you

I was wrong, but why?

Why did you have to take away something so important?

Something that meant so much to me

One of the only things I had left

I didn’t mean to hurt you

But everything you did

All the pain and tears you caused

All of this was purposely inflicted upon me

Everything you did was meant to hurt me

To show me were I went wrong

So now here I am alone

And you can live with the satisfaction

The satisfaction of knowing

That you, in so many ways, proved me wrong




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