I hate waking up
Every morning I feel regret
I ask myself relentlessly
Why aren't I dead yet
The day that lies before me
Is only full of dread
I wished to never wake again
Still I lie awake in bed
I wanted to be gone for good
Never to breathe again
Why can't it just be over
Why wont this nightmare end
Each day makes me weaker
I die more every day
So grant me just this simple wish
Let my last day be today