I sit here draining the ink from this pen
Over and over and again and again
I express my darkness in a colorful way
I pour out my soul each and every day
I give it my all yet receive nothing back
My emotions I write and communication I lack
I'm surrounded by drama that I let build up
Until stress overwhelms me and I almost give up
What can I say to help you understand
What I go through each day "my life on demand"
I feel as if I'm dancing with death
Barely getting by until it takes my last breath
Within the confusion of my own thoughts
I dissolve in the madness and continue to rot
Theres always so many things I want to say
But its hard to stand in the spotlight
put myself on display
I've been through enough but still not a lot
Theres so many things I wish I'd forgot
So many things I'd like to let people know
Some things are hard to tell let alone show
My life is like a stage
As I continue to dance and age
And fall apart as I fall to the floor
Somehow I manage to get up unliving but restored
Decaying matter stuck between life and death yet continuing to run course
So here I will always remain forever a dancing corpse