All My Whys 8-16

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2005

It's been awhile

I feel a little bit nervous

I guess I must just let everything go

I'm all shook up inside

But I ahve no idea where I'm going

All I want is for things to work

Whether that means I have you or not

We've fought to be friends for so long

But nothing ever came of it

Why must we continue to fight

As we fall to pieces?

Neither one of us is trying

We don't care to see the puzzle

Why put pieces together that do not fit?

We keep cutting and shaving,

But nothing works.

Why do we need to even try anymore?

Why do I need to hurt anymore?

Why must we question anymore?

Why couldn't I have been left

With all the sweet memories?

I still hold them in my heart

All those days knowing you were there

Knowing you always would be

But where are you now?

It hasn't been so very long

Since I told you anything and everything

You made my day

And I wasn't even yours

I just want to know

Should I keep trying to hold on

To this something that is not there

Or should I let it go into the wind

Because I cannot hold onto this burden forever

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Mike, this one is for you. You tell me I don't care if we're friends anymore. Truth is, I've worked too hard trying to hold on. I need a little bit of help here.

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