It's been awhile
I feel a little bit nervous
I guess I must just let everything go
I'm all shook up inside
But I ahve no idea where I'm going
All I want is for things to work
Whether that means I have you or not
We've fought to be friends for so long
But nothing ever came of it
Why must we continue to fight
As we fall to pieces?
Neither one of us is trying
We don't care to see the puzzle
Why put pieces together that do not fit?
We keep cutting and shaving,
But nothing works.
Why do we need to even try anymore?
Why do I need to hurt anymore?
Why must we question anymore?
Why couldn't I have been left
With all the sweet memories?
I still hold them in my heart
All those days knowing you were there
Knowing you always would be
But where are you now?
It hasn't been so very long
Since I told you anything and everything
You made my day
And I wasn't even yours
I just want to know
Should I keep trying to hold on
To this something that is not there
Or should I let it go into the wind
Because I cannot hold onto this burden forever