My stomach is crunched in knots in my lungs
I don't even know what I want to say to you
Shaking from anger in a strange way
Was it only 20 minutes ago
I sat in my car dreading to come inside
Good reason was before me
Never expected these reasons though
I just spent an hour crying over you
An hour shaking over you
And that was only when I was alone
Getting home I just wanted to hear things better
I wanted to make everything alright
But most of all I wanted to hear you
Even if I wasn't pleased, it was you
I don't need ghosts in my life
I've had them before and I hate them
Making shields in front of my face
So I never know what is going on
The first words I truly heard from you
You cannot make them undone, but they were horrid
How could you ever do that to me
Going from one emotion to another
It just doesn't suit me, but I had to
I was better, feeling so uneasy but better
Thanks again for doing what you like to do
Thanks for ruining my high
If that is what you really want to call it