Five times in a single night
I never believed it was possible
But do not put the pressure on me
Don't make it easier for me
It just makes it that more difficult
And that much more awkward
Putting me into a daze
Not even sure as to why
I want to that is no doubt
Just this barrier won't leave
How have you learned to pass it
Maybe you are magical
That is my belief
Whatever, it doesn't matter
Still can overcome my stubborness
Holding you for the first time
It helps so much
I feel so much better
Can also hide my face
Feeling so horribly for you at times
Almost as if I'm about to cry
My arms here just feel so right
How much would it have cost
To do what I had wished
That one task you have so easily overcome
Don't worry about the after effect
You'll be gone when I rejoice
Or when I decide to break down
Just do it, it's ok
Look over, lean in close
Say the words you dread
I love you, goodnight