Speach of my Woe 11-11

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2004

I'm sorry I cannot explain to you

All the things that run through my mind

They confuse me, let alone you

At least I've been brought up to understand me

I'm not sure about you

You've only known me a short while

But somehow you're under my skin

Got me writing on my hands

Writing on everything I can touch

Aren't you proud of me

Everything cept those walls in the bathroom

Those are for the sluts and whores

I'm my own being

I can make up my own sayings

Each and everyone leading to you

You struck me with such force

Got a grab on me with a single hug

I cannot remember anyone caring as much

As I can see in your eyes

Forgive me if you cannot translate my reactions

I'm not your average girl

Worrying about things others dare not think of

Trying to remember a kiss that was long since forgotten

Weeping over a confusion of yours

Just tell me that you're ok

Stop your shaking or I'll threaten a hug

How I wish for the courage to say those words

But I cannot, it is not in me

Pouring out through these salty tears

Are the words you wish to hear

The confusion settled

All the things I wish to say in a single drop

Can't you understand

Of course not, how could you understand me

If I don't understand myself

Author's Notes/Comments: 

There are many a time when my words do not fit, but why so often must it affect you?

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