Inner Conflict 10-28

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2004

So you're not coming today

It's been so long since I've seen you

Almost makes me wonder

I guess I don't really care

Do what you wish

I'll be alright

'Stop lying to yourself'

Screams the voice inside of me

'You know you miss him'

How can I deny such a rational thought?

I can't, that's the problem

That's the problem with the old world

Always needing something to go wrong

Even if everything is alright

Two little words cannot be enough

Not just "hello", "goodbye"

No, those won't help me here

'At least he cared enough to say something'

Yeah, I know, I know

I should be happy to have someone who cares

I just miss you so much!

Only today and tomorrow

The next day is yours

Recharge my battery so I can run all week

'Oh my goodness!' is all I can think

'How could you be thinking corny things like that?'

Shut up, I yell to myself

Let me be me

Let me say whatever I want to say

Write whatever I wish to write

Let me finish this inner conflict

Author's Notes/Comments: 

How much can I argue with myself? I don't know, but probably more than most people.. for I actually talk to myself quite frequently..

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