So you're not coming today
It's been so long since I've seen you
Almost makes me wonder
I guess I don't really care
Do what you wish
I'll be alright
'Stop lying to yourself'
Screams the voice inside of me
'You know you miss him'
How can I deny such a rational thought?
I can't, that's the problem
That's the problem with the old world
Always needing something to go wrong
Even if everything is alright
Two little words cannot be enough
Not just "hello", "goodbye"
No, those won't help me here
'At least he cared enough to say something'
Yeah, I know, I know
I should be happy to have someone who cares
I just miss you so much!
Only today and tomorrow
The next day is yours
Recharge my battery so I can run all week
'Oh my goodness!' is all I can think
'How could you be thinking corny things like that?'
Shut up, I yell to myself
Let me be me
Let me say whatever I want to say
Write whatever I wish to write
Let me finish this inner conflict