It's the truth that really scares me
When I want the perfect score
It's the world I cannot see
Or my heart they somehow tore
I mostly fear the dark nights
Wondering if I am doing okay
Even after all the fights
Will I make it through another day?
Fright comes from the others
Who lied and cheat and steal
Or the cat that pretends to purr
And you never know the deal
What shocks me most is you
Always confusing my little mind
With everything I should or shouldn't do
And answers I will never find
It's pain that always panics me
I can never seem to let it get a hold
Nothing and no one seems to agree
About the words I have once told
It's loss that starts my worry
I don't want to lose anyone or anything
My life turns into such a hurry
Not even stopping to feel the slight sting
Most of all, I am alarmed by myself
Never letting anything out, at least not directly
Always laying the truth on the shelf
Basically, I never do anything correctly.