My life isn't great. I was always too late.
I look at you, you're grinning. I hear you laughing.
One day you don't come to school, I was so upset. Envying you was my last regret.
You had been dying for years. By the time they lowered you down I was in tears.
My life isn't easy. My best friends dead and all I can think about was my last envy.