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God I think Im damned
Sometimes cautious of what I say or do
Countless hours debating if you are true
I pray when my conscience bothers me
In god we trust...do we
Should I live to acknowledge your existence
To be happy, fair and kind even with life's resistance
should I live nonchalantly, despite the punishments
To be fearful, yet trusting your decisions and judgments
Only to endure today, because of tomorrow's curiosity
I'm tired of coping with life's problems and animosity
The only hate I have, is to disappoint the few that care
I'm still looking for the light, but not even a glare
Is it to late, I am so far and beyond
I'm searching for reality, but it all seems to be gone
I am only left with the feelings of heartache and pain
Living compelled by emotions that are driving me insane
Questioning myself, where to go and what to do
When will all of this end and by who
Careless and without ambition, maybe just for today
No answers yet, how much longer do I need to pray
I guess it must be fate or maybe it is my choice
I did everything you told me, even when you lost your voice
You told me I was on my to heaven, but it was the point of no return
Now I'm in my own private hell, watch me as I begin to burn...
