…I never understood how the rain can still fall down hard
When there is not a single cloud in the sky…
You came over my forlorn apartment that day
Leftovers for lunch
Quietly conversing through the crunching of calamari
You grabbed my hand spontaneously and pulled out of your purse a blue Sharpie
Before I could even react, I saw on my skin
An uneven eyeball
A crooked heart
And a lowercase letter “u”
With your sloppy signature below it
I wanted to tell you the same thing back
But mother always told me not to speak with a full mouth
…To swallow one bite before taking another
And just like that you skipped desert and vanished
Leaving me alone to devour my Devil’s food cake
I take a look at the hieroglyphics on my hand
And know that they will soon smudge when I step outside
The next time you come over, don’t make memories with markers
Rip the hands off the clock and engrave memories
On my hands
In my bed
In my heart
I want our reminiscences and recollections to last forever like a tattoo
I don’t want a simple splash to erase all that could have been
…So as I wait in my abandoned apartment for your return
I ponder in my head
Why the rain continues to pour down in and on my dreams
When there is not a single cloud in the sky…