I yearn for those nights that we used to curl up together in a ball
With our spikes sticking straight out to protect us from the cold, cruel world outside
No one could harm us as long as we held each other tight
Nowadays I spend each second of my existence playing my out of tune guitar
Begging for food and spare change
Selling my soul for just the crumbs of passerby’s croissants
And swallowing my pride for merely a sip of the blood of Christ
Just to be able to buy a cherished tchotchke toy for our daughter Liz
There are not enough Band-Aids in the world needed to conceal the wounds of this bruised and broken home
And every night I hibernate and curl up into my barren ball alone
But not before I give our little Lizzy a kiss goodnight while tucking her in
And telling her to cherish the little that we still do have
And that no matter what happens, to know that we at least will always have each other
And she always stares back up at me with the most beautiful smile on her face
And asks “When is Mommy coming back?”
And every time I reply that you had never left in the first place
Because you are always still in our memories and in our hearts
And I still yearn for those nights that we used to curl up together in a ball
With our spikes sticking straight out to protect us from the cold, cruel world outside
No one could harm us as long as we held each other tight
I finally decided to sell my guitar, and with the 167 dollars that I received, I decided to get Liz a “living” toy for her birthday
One that would grow with her
So I took our little girl to the pet store the other day
We played with puppies, had conversations with parrots, and cuddled up with kittens
And out all of the animals in that “for sale” zoo
Guess which one she picked to be her personal pet?
She named him Sonic