Why is it that the best-kept secrets are always the hardest to contain?
And why is it that the one thing we want the most is always the hardest to obtain?
Isn't it strange that some of the hardest things to find are right outside our own front door?
And isn't it weird that the worst things in life are the ones that we want even more?
When the shortcut seems easier, sometimes you're better off taking the path that's rugged and long
Because when everything feels just right, be on the lookout for that one thing that can always go wrong
Doubt takes what we want, and twists it around
Transforming it into a negative, too heavy to hold and too painful to hear the sound
And these things that we once craved for, that we desire and lust
Are now the things that we fear; the awful things that we can never trust
This fear will imprison us, it's an emotion we just cannot allow
But in order to move on, the fear must end now
With this doubt we over analyze, over worry, over fear
To the point where our doubt drives us to destroy the thing that used to be so very clear
Why is it that the one person we love is the object we are forced to hate?
And why is it that by the time we find the true answers, it's always a second too late?
Isn't it unfair that the most painful things are also the most controlling things? Such a sad exchange
And isn't it ironic that the one thing we fear the most is the same thing that drives life forward; change?
When the pieces seem to fit almost too perfectly, you might want to attempt to force them in a different way
Because while the night might be able to hide all the lies, be on the lookout for the break of day
Doubt is directly related to fear
That which we fear is so threatening that in order to prevent hurt
A doubt is formed
An excuse to steer clear of the fear
In order to overcome the doubt, you must face the fear
Sometimes what you fear the most is nothing more than the doubts harbored in your mind
Analyze all possibilities, and use common sense and deepened interpretation of every kind
Follow your heart, not your doubts; not your fears
You'll be amazed at the promising answers you'll find when you brush away your tears
If you follow this route, it's worth waiting in line
For this is the path that leads to the candid truth every single time
When your mind feels free and your heart yearns to sing that very special song
The fear is always near, so be on the lookout for that one thing that will always go wrong
Truth, it is not a "thing", it is a sense
But in order to discover the truth, we must stare at our fears in the eye and stop hiding behind the gray, chain linked fence
We can see the truth in everything around us, we are attracted to it
Yet sometimes due to our fears, we are often appalled by it
When fear grips your mind, pass the torch to your heart to try to earn a victory in this lopsided game
But when fear grips your heart, your only hope is to extinguish the flame
It's ironic that change is the one thing that drives life on, yet the same thing we fear the most
We must accept change and destroy the fear before we become its permanent host
My greatest fear is that toxic thought that won't leave and forever gets embedded in my head
At this very moment that thought is that the fear will deprive me of my life and leave me here to decay alone and as good as dead
I can't save myself, no one out there can hear me scream, and I am just a lost, fragile, hopeless man
I am not myself, I am shaped, mashed, and hiding; twenty-one years of life and I still don't know who I am
-written by Donnie Darkhorse and Ian Cummings-