And I don’t know if we still see eye to eye
It always makes me think of things like all the reasons why
You are no longer mine…today or tonight or ever again
It always makes me think of things like where and when
I’ll see you again….with your arms wrapped tight around some other men
The ink of my veins and the blood of my pen
I close my eyes and slowly count to ten
With a knife in my back and a gun in my hand
Your conniving ways I try to somehow understand
Reaching for Heaven while sinking in quicksand
This isn’t how our future was planned
But you’re not here; you’re somewhere far, far away
Leaving me all alone, lost and astray
Blinded by your beautiful betray
Suffocated by the splendid shades of gray
Please come back tonight or today
The quickest route home without a delay
I don’t care what the price is to is to play
I want you back in my life even if I have to pay
My soul silently screams as it starts to sway
I get on my knees and painfully pray
God, please bring her back home today
I need her back everyday
I open my eyes and finish counting to ten
I see your smile right in front of me again
Open arms and fairy tale endings again
Then it disappears into the wicked wind once again
Then you vanish into that dark night again
I wish you could offer some light on my path tonight
My prayers have been answered by my muse and my pen
…Amen
…Amen