I'll Be Just Fine

 

Just need to talk
Living is too linear 
But no one is around
They are all hanging around
Those other guys. 
Jump up and down 
Lights in the room spinning 
Music blasts and singing
But I’m sitting in the silence
Writing my thoughts in words
Comprehending madness 
Fighting off the sadness 
Thought I already beat this 
So I’ll just stay and think
What’s left to contemplate
Besides looking for a break
Something I can create and make
Keep this stupid dream awake
Before I begin to sink
Drowning deeper and deeper
In the puddle of my mind
Loneliness can’t confide
And always takes sides
So I guess I’ll just
Stop making effort 
Status Quo 
It’s all  I know 
Neither friend or foe 
Just something to show 
Hoping it will grow 
Because I know that
Unless someone else sees me
I won’t even know 
Or start to care 
Why I’m here 
Why I can’t beat this fear
So I’ll just keep on pretending
Finish the signals I’m sending
Hold on to what little’s left
Won’t experience near death
Just the same straight line
But I’ll be just fine
--------with time. 
 
 
 
 
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