I was sitting
in my favourite café
sipping an iced coke
when this dame
behind me
(in conversation
with some guy) said
and he already
owes me
a thousand pounds
in maintenance
for the kids
(the kids came
into view now
and then
as they played
around the tables
nearby)
and he wanted them
as much as I
the guy she was with
pumped her questions
about the marriage
(maybe he was a friend
or perhaps
he was hoping
to get his leg over
somewhere
along the line
of time)
and he seldom visits
she said
and every child
needs a father
but they
rarely see him
and I say to him
you need to see
your children more
(the guy's voice
behind me is soft
and concerning)
children need a father
need that security
he said
I tried not to listen
just sipped my coke
looking at the people
nearby who I could see
but all the while
this dame's voice
opens up and continues
mind you
he never was
much of a lover
no?
the guy said
well not
100% committed
she said
there was always
something else
going on his head
you know what I mean?
she said
mm-mm
the guy said
and I imagined
he nodded his head
(maybe thinking
I'd be a much better
lover than he)
I allowed
a cube of ice
to enter my mouth
cold it rattled
against my teeth
how long is
he going to leave it?
she said
the back payments
are already a thousand
and I have the kids
to feed and clothe
and the mortgage to pay
and Daddy
will only pay so much
she said
the guy fed her
more questions
I didn't quite catch
the words
(quiet speaker
unlike her
who spoke loud)
she laughed
and I sipped
more coke
trying to listen in
on the words
of the joke
jazz was being played
from the in house radio
some Miles Davis
I think
early stuff
I drained the remains
of my coke
and got up
put on my cap
and grabbed my stick
and as I turned
I casually gave
the dame a look
(a kind of fill in
for my picture book)
a blonde
thin
young
and the guy
plump
older
balding
in a tee-shirt
and jeans
as I walked off
with my stick
and a head full
of information
I gave them
one last look
back at their table
I couldn't see them
as bed fellow
least not
in my book.