by Jeph Johnson
No one wants happiness from me when all I'm privy to are the nuances of my loneliness keeping me company.
So I'm a social butterfly at best flying into a hornet's nest.
It's a type of depression so bad I've not even the energy to feel sad.
Without the wisdom of who lies,
Without a clue to what's left,
This is how I face demise.
This is how I fancy death.
This is how pleasure dies.
This is now my place of rest.
If I get up it's just for me so I have to do it selfishly.
Introverts "hate people" and avoid; I feel hated and therefore annoyed.
I used to date for inspiration but now is my date for expiration