Everything You Do
Your mom says she sees your dad inside of you
All you can think
Do you really resemble that man
The one that let you sink?
Sink so low
To the point where it didnt even matter anymore
if the bruies showed.
Your face, Your hands, Your personality.
You remind her of that man?
Who traded his daughter for a trophy family
Who blames you for the beatens
Who had you wait till the rest of the family was done to start eating.
And now she blames her problems on you
So you stay away from home.
the number conversations you have with her are less then few.
are you suppose to blame it on yourself
or the fact when you first told her you were abused , she gave no help.
You say come on mom its okay.
to make her feel better even though she is a huge part of why you life is this way.