Just a Kid

I was told to help with the money but im just a kid

I was told to do all the shopping but im just a kid

I was told to take care of my sister but im just a kid

I was told to have sex with him but I am just a kid

I was told to lay on the ground but im just a kid

I was told what he was gonna do but im just a kid

I was told how I was to act but im just a kid

I was told to understand but im just a kid

I was told I was bad but im just a kid

I was told it was my fault but im just a kid

I was told I was raped but im just a kid

I was told not to cry but im just a kid

I was told to let it go but im just a kid

I was told to shut up but im just a kid

I was told I would die but im just a kid

I was told if I told ide regret it but im just a kid

                  then

I was told I was loved but im just a kid

I was told he cared but im justa kid

I was told what happend wasnt my fault but im just a kid

I was told its a new guy he wont hurt me but im still a kid

I was told of sex but im still a kid

I was told it was wrong but im just a kid

I was told what I felt as I grew up was right but im just a kid

I was told to cry but im just a kid

I was asked to marry but im just a kid

I had one myself but im just a kid

I was told its okay.......... but Im still a kid

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is written in the reflection of being raped and falling in love and being scred to after that I had a hard time trusting another guy after this happend when it hits "then" its 10 years later and I am 17 this poem is dedicated to bret hansen my husband and tony cervantez the one who raped me he wasnt ever charged with it but he still did it thats the thing
05-31-05

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