How
How do I go on thinking of what could have been, How can I go on thinking of how this all would end.
With all the love I feel in my heart, How come all I think of is what tore us apart?
I care about you and wish you would stay
It goes through my mind every single day.
How can I deal with the fact your not here, I see you every time I dream and bring back all my fear.
I wish you were only here to hold me and say it will be okay
And now I don’t even know what to say.
How am I supposed to think when I know I am the one who hurt you?
Even though I didn’t mean to how am I supposed to know what to do?
Why does is have to be this way why did you hurt me with the things you say
I cant believe you would tell me to kill it maybe our hearts don’t really fit
I’m gonna shut up now and let you think
And I know every time Look at you my heart will sink
But I will get over it and then move on
Its gonna be hard to know that your gone
I will constantly wonder How but I will let you go only for now