You look at me and see the laughs and the jokes and a smile
on the inside the smile has done cracked and washed away
Happy as a llama in the sun,
but really just laying in the shadows of his own dampened thoughts.
More friends than he could ever know,
and fans he's never met
but inside his heart beats slowly and that rythym beats alone.
Alone in its monotony
In my head the silence thunders but all you hear witty remarks and stories of days gone bay
Days that have faded into memory, but the adventure that was those times is no more
Only a shell of what you think Iam
or what you know I was
Things have changed and i have stayed the same,
same on the outside
but on the inside I have faded away.
Cx patterson