One Eye Open

I've closed my eyes so that the sun never sets and dreams never fade

but every time a dare to open one eyelid for just a peek

the darkness surrounds me

the nightmare that is true life engulfs me

I squeeze both eyes shut because I can not bare to look

Now that I have risked to peek

my eyes closed cannot hide the horrors

The visions of heartbreak and lonliness play on the inside of my eyelids like theatre screens.

My heart has shattered

I was recollect the pieces, but not use the shards to cut my wrists.

My mental torment is much worse than anything physical I would dare.

Life will indeed go on.

My heart like a phoenix.

Today it lies in a pile of ashes,

but one day it will rise again from the flame.



Cx Patterson

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