I fear the fertile creative periods
For I fear my sadness
But it's as necessary for me as air
I'm afraid of my vigor
Because writing saps my energy
And gives me energy
Food and sleep become afterthoughts
I feel like a candle with a hundred wicks
At each end--all lit
But there's a gale blowing
I pray at least one still burns
And Morpheus will transmit
A clever plot into my mind
For me to record
For these open-eyed dreams
Never satisfy