Clockwork

My heart started to beat like a metronome in my chest

And my limbs moved like clockwork throughout my day

I didn't need to eat or sleep

I felt nothing and thought nothing

Then I got a week off of work

My comfortable routine was ripped away

And my mother started feeding me

Trying to cover my newly exposed bones

Begging me to sleep

To get the blackness from around my eyes

To go outside for fresh air

And make my white cheeks pink again

And you came around and slowly

You reminded me of my humanity

With your kisses and  your love

Your concern made me weep

For once crying felt good

It killed my numbness

And warmed my cold skin

It brought this automaton back to life

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