torn

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sadness

Surrounded by people and i still feel alone,

and youre locked inside and im still on my own.

the feeling of emptiness tears me apart,

i cant begin to think of where i should start.

your light blue eyes, and your soft pale skin,

i just wish i could know what we couldve been.

memories of us race through my mind,

but dont worry about me i'll be alright...

its just without you here close in my arms,

i leave myself open to all sorts of harm.

not a thing in my life matters to me,

couldnt you have stayed? why did you have to leave?

gloomy days and star lit nights,

i just continue on with this meaningless fight.

i miss your touch on my face,

and i miss how you make me feel this way.

i keep trying to believe you are still mine,

i guess it really is going to take me some time.

each night i try my best not to fall asleep,

because i know you are waiting inside my dreams.

so i watch thr night sky all by myself, but you wouldnt know how bad this felt.

tears fall to the ground, without even a sound.

i wipe them away so nobody can see,

 and you will never know what you did to me.

but as i lay awake wishing for you,

you will never know what you put me through.

and until the day you place my hand in yours,

i will feel this way, and feel so torn... 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

writen for my ex i miss dearly

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