Surrounded by people and i still feel alone,
and youre locked inside and im still on my own.
the feeling of emptiness tears me apart,
i cant begin to think of where i should start.
your light blue eyes, and your soft pale skin,
i just wish i could know what we couldve been.
memories of us race through my mind,
but dont worry about me i'll be alright...
its just without you here close in my arms,
i leave myself open to all sorts of harm.
not a thing in my life matters to me,
couldnt you have stayed? why did you have to leave?
gloomy days and star lit nights,
i just continue on with this meaningless fight.
i miss your touch on my face,
and i miss how you make me feel this way.
i keep trying to believe you are still mine,
i guess it really is going to take me some time.
each night i try my best not to fall asleep,
because i know you are waiting inside my dreams.
so i watch thr night sky all by myself, but you wouldnt know how bad this felt.
tears fall to the ground, without even a sound.
i wipe them away so nobody can see,
and you will never know what you did to me.
but as i lay awake wishing for you,
you will never know what you put me through.
and until the day you place my hand in yours,
i will feel this way, and feel so torn...