FOR U

Nobody can understand how I felt to be away from you , I dreamed and wished i could just simply lay with u.. But I awaken evry night and every morning without u. Striving to succeed every way to be reunited. I visited u constantly and every moment I longed for u your love and compassion.. The expressions on your face made me never want to go .No harm for my mistakes. I was lost and emotionally not equipped ,but mama loves you.. I will never leave or give up ever again.. That's a promise. I love you dearly and can't anybody take that a way. I am grateful that you are in existence. I am writing this letter so u can understand the I want you to know how I felt. You might not remember what happened but I am quiet sure that u will never forget how bad it was to be away from mama, because I know that it's was hard for me to get passed it and let it go. I tore my self down and beat my self up. But I had to come to reality that I have a second chance to make up for it, so I am going to make the best of it. I want the best for you and to c u grow old and respect me for the effort that I put in to make u become apart of my life again. I love u with all my heart.. I pray every day that god held and covered u no matter if u were with or without me. Just know that I will always love and support though whatever you do. Because no matter what u did not give up on me or let me down when I needed you. My heart is with u always I am so grateful that god blessed me with you. You are my pride and joy and you make my night and day. So please forgive me for what I put you though.. Ment no harm I just needed to get my head on straight

so that I could be and outstanding mother for you.. Love u..

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