crying.

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I started off a slow and steady pace.

but as i go, i speed up as if it was a race.

glancing & staring over my shoulder & all around.

hearing the dogs bark, cars speed by, & an awkward sound.

my body has no feelings for it has went numb.

wow was I pissed that the brother was so dumb.

i continue my journey as i go really fast.

i sure dont want this lonely trip to last.

the ice breaks where i tend to creep.

all I want to be is home & asleep.

i get caught the red stop light.

i figure this was gonna be one very long night.

i hear the VROOM of the truck beside me.

i look and smile and let it be.

then i hear a whistle or was it a voice?

i wait for the light even longer because i have no choice

i waited,wishing it'd hurry and turn white.

at last it finally did as i tried to get out of sight.

i went into the store to get me some chips.

tried to take longer as i looked at different dips.

then i had to go back out into the cold.

wishing i was invisible as nasty old mold.

there he was right before my eyes.

that is when it turned to my cries.

never before had i felt this way.

this was the worst ever freaking DAY.

faster and faster I tried to go.

just to get rid of him. didnt you know?

i seen so many lights all around me.

hoping this stranger would realize & let me be.

i went faster and faster through each lane.

hoping and praying to get away from all the pain.

i knew no matter what i did,

i was no match for him.. i was still a kid.

i flew & flew and couldn't stop

even when my stomach hurt & was ready to pop.

i knew nobody near by in this place.

but i was currently in first in this race.  

i had to keep it that way.

or i knew i wouldn't wake up the next day.

i got closer & closer to where i was going.

then didnt you know it started snowing.?

i cried & cried because it was supposed to happen this way.

it was supposed to be special & romantic & he was to stay.

it wasn't supposed to be tears of pain.

this was too much..it'll drive me insane.

i was supposed to be happy and full of joy.

i was supposed to lose it to my love of a boy.

not to a man who is scary and big.

not to someone who lerked at me like a twig.

not to someone who hid in the dark.

but to someone who made me spark.

this will haunt me late at night in bed.

i will never be able to get this image out of my head.

i cried and cried til he was done.

i really hope he would hurry on with his fun.

he wasnt supposed to catch me as i ran.

but i know my feet arent as fast as his truck or van.

i didnt think it would happen this way.

i try to erase this part of the day.

i can't & i never will so i cry.

and this will be with me til the day i die =[




Author's Notes/Comments: 

uhm a poem of boredom. a girl is running on her way home from work & she hears noises from the stranger. he follows her.. she thinks she getting away but she isnt. he rapes her & takes her virginity .. & it ruins her life? yeah i dunno I WAS BORED.

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