I will never be able to hold you
Like I dreamed of doing so
Little toes and tiny fingers
Will never be mine to hold dear.
You are the fourth in the line
Yet I only have one.
The two were taken away so soon
Only in you, I was allowed to mourn.
From day one, there’s only the two of us
Alone to fight and fight to survive
I was told you were having a hard time
But I pray that you will hold on to be fine.
Oh, Baby, I am so sorry
Mama was not able to keep you
Papa God has made plans for you
With Him in heaven, you will play.
The day I was told you were gone
T'was raining hard, my tears were drowned
The Doc said I should be happy
I had an angel so far away.
I dreamed before and I dreamed after
Of you and of what you will be then
Though I never was able to hold you tight
I saw you with curly hair and dressed in white.
My Baby, please remember
Your mama love you so dear
I will always keep you near
Deep in my heart, forever.
How strong
i cannot even begin to imagine what you must be going through. but the strength and determination that is evident in your writing is phenomonal and awe-inspiring. truly, truly heartfelt and sweet.
Thank you.
Thank you.