I am afraid to love
I am afraid people hate me
I am afraid of myself
I am afraid of what I'm missing
I am afraid of feeling
I miss my innocence
I miss my friends
I miss happiness
I miss my family
I miss my mind
I cry over sappy movies
I cry because I'm frustrated
I cry because I'm sick of it all
I cry because it gets to me
I cry because I cant remember
I write to understand
I write to get rid of my pain
I write to be free
I write to be accepted
I write to be different
I wish I was beautiful
I wish everything was clear
I wish I wasn't secluded in a dark void
I wish my friends got me
I wish people actually cared
I dream of wierd things
I dream of the future
I dream about sex
I dream about men
I dream about how I wish things were