The nights are long
Dark
Scary
And ever so complicated
The memories
The heartache
The worry
The thoughts about the future
Never stop
They make it impossible to sleep
And at the same time
Impossible to stay awake
They burn in my mind
And tear at my heart
I can't seem to get away
I wish there was a reject button in my mind
Then I could just throw them out
And for once
Sleep peacefully
It starts to seem like theres only one way out
Only one way to be truly happy
That death is the only escape