Oblivious to reality
When your in the middle of it
Is my only dream
When I look back
Things seemed so much simpler
Tho it was only for a short time
I was happy
Happier than I can ever remember
The drug induced state of mind
I'll never forget
It haunts my dreams
And my waking hours
The only way to make myself forget
Is to once again
Become what I despise
And induce it again