My heart jumps into my throat
The airway to my lungs slowly closes
I begin to suffocate on my newfound regret
The need suddenly becomes stronger
It begins to call my name
Softly at first
Gradually it becomes louder and louder
I can't believe what I've caused
I never believed I had so much influence
Now that I know I did
I wish I could do it differently
Do it the right way
The positive way